* I'm speechless

I'm speechless with tears in my eyes after reading your blog now
I'm speechless for all the things i keep inside my and never let myself give up on you through all of our problems.
I'm speechless cause your words are like a smash on my face, telling me your lost of faith on me
I'm speechless for not being your angel anymore :(((

oh it hurts
a lot...
oh it hurts
:(